EMOTIONS are running HIGH

This week has been interesting... Korrie's dad filed an "Order" in the court system to obtain placement.  I don't understand what he is thinking... it has been 23 weeks with no contact unless initiated by us... so why go through all this hassle. AND... why is it fair that he even gets to do this... it was DENIED by the courts, but still................. it is really hard trying to stay sane. 

 On a happier note, homestudy will be completed this week so we can file adoption paperwork. 

Im sitting on the couch looking at my hubby and baby Korrie sleeping in the recliner... praying and appreciating another day with her.  I knew what true love was when I had Kennedy, but this is a whole different kind of love from deeper within... she is beautiful inside and out...and she is just a babe.  More to come soon.

Kody Brown...a man after my heart...and the hearts of millions nationwide

Let me just say, if swearing offends, this is not the blog for you.   Leave now.

Still around? Ok then

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS??????

Who, I mean WHO thinks that it is "normal" to have and want 4 wives and 13+ kids?  The kid thing is up there with Jim Bob Duggar... but 4 wives ...that is NOT normal. Look at these women... they are FINE with their situation????   

Questions I want answers to:

• Who has the stamina to keep 4 women happy?
• Who has the finances to support basically 4 families, and 2 houses?
• Who, with this many kids, can afford a Luxury Sport Car?
• What the hell?

I am at a loss... I can not even begin to express my sheer shock after watching this show for the first time.  I saw the episode where it was Meri and Kody's Anniversary.... they then go to Mexico for vacation to celebrate it... THEN he offers up In-Vitro to get her pregnant (all while #3 wife is banging on Labor and delivery's door to have #14).... pure insanity!!!! 

  For now, I guess I am done ranting ...but .... Kody Brown... what the fuck?

SICKNESS is in the air

It is oficially fall in Wisconsin. 

 My favorite time of year.

I get restless in the fall- want to shop, be outside, plant mums, nature hikes, family pictures at Carver's Rock Park, love the colors,apple orchards, pumpkin patches, hayrides, and the smell of fire in the air.  

With the welcoming of this fall, comes allergies for Kennedy and now, a cold for baby Korrie.  Up all night with her restless in the chair.  Poor little peanut.  Momma can't rest when we are up all hours of the night trying to relax in a recliner,  I am not sure how people pull off sleeping in them all night. 

I hope that the colds and allergies subside, so we can get out in our stroller and see how the leaves change daily and enjoy the beauty of the days. 

I am a new believer in the statement, "Everyday is a gift." 

Truly, it is... I know that now.Wish it did not take me 37 years to figure that out. 

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Values.com Your Billboard You can do anything you put your mind to (CLICK ON TITLE TO VIEW PICTURE)

This is "Sissy" or as we call her now with a new baby in the house, "Big Sis". We went to Gatorland in 2007, she loved it and can't wait to go back. While there she had the opportunity to sit on a real live gator. That day she was my hero, so determined and brave.

She is still like that...determined and brave. She doesnt get her bravery from her mother, I am a big "P" word. I made this Billboard in honor of Big Sis. I don't think I can love her more.

MIA (Missing in Action)

Holy cow... it has been a long time since I posted on my blog. I can hardly keep my life straight when I am on Facebook and email. I had to quit Twitter- I just don't get that. Anyway... alot has happened in the past 4 months... I am going to start blogging about it...eveyone has a blog...why the hell not me? Stay tuned.... good things come to those who wait!